the greatest of these is love

of the semester, i mean. seriously, i'm sitting here, it's 12:30ish, i'm studying for my last test in one of my classes, which is at 2. after this, i have to write a "paper" that'll take me a half hour, at most. then study for another test that's on monday. i have my easiest classes left. i finished my hardest one yesterday (hopefully...test grades'll be posted Friday, then's when i'll know if i have to take the make-up test on Monday...but it's comprehensive...and that'd put a huge damper on this whole being done feeling i'm already having).

this break's gonna be...different. i can tell. for one, there will be two weddings of people i love very much. Christmas. it doesn't seem like it's only a few weeks away. 20 days. hmmm. and it'll be kind of a test-run of sorts for the summer. i still have no clue what this summer's going to be like. where i'll be. what i'm gonna do.

there i go again....thinking it's all about me.

i promised myself that i wouldn't let this semester get by me. fly by. but it did anyway. i look back on the beginning of the semester - which was only a couple weeks after getting back from Russia...and it seems like it could only be a month ago, at most. sometimes this summer seems like a dream now.

back to studying, but here's part of a dave crowder song that i absolutely love. and that pretty much is the desire of my heart. to cry this out to Him. every day. every hour. every minute. however many times it takes. however often.

"Wholly Yours"
DCB

here i am
all of me
finally
everything

wholly wholly
wholly
i am wholly
wholly wholly
i am wholly
wholly, wholly
Yours

peace