the greatest of these is love

to last night's post - something that this amazing sister of mine said. and that i'm seeing happen in my life. sometimes i'm amazed at how quickly and completely God can put together the pieces of my heart. i mean, He created it to begin with - He was there during the entire process of it breaking - so why would i think He wouldn't be able to put it back together again?

also, reading over my post from last night, and from more processing, i think it's a lot about surrender. there's this "final word" on Relevant Magazine, and i wish i had the art from one. i don't even remember what issue it would've been in, but it was this painting of a person on their knees with their heart in their hand (it really looked like a heart), holding it up.

that's what i want. that complete surrender where i rip my heart out and hold it up to God. it's gonna hurt, but it'll be worth it - so worth it.