the greatest of these is love

maybe it's the fact that when i get done writing this last paper, it means that i'm that much closer to a summer of unknowns. maybe it's because that as soon as i'm done, i'm practically done with my third year of college. maybe it's because that when i get done, i have to start thinking about what i'm going to pack for Thailand (i really don't like packing...). maybe it's because i know that being done means that i start the craziness that will be the next two weeks and two days (home for two days, Springfield for four days, home for three days, Springfield for four days, home for three days, St. Louis Airport).

maybe it's just that it's my nature to be a procrastinator that i don't want to write this paper.

that's probably it.

:-D

so, i got to talk to a church in Carthage, IL yesterday about Russia and Thailand. that got me way excited! i'm still going back and forth between wanting May 24 to be tomorrow and wanting a couple extra weeks. it was amazing because the sermon was based on Luke 24, the Walk to Emmaeus verses, which was what we looked at during our last Bible study and a passage that this one guy and i talked about the other day. God's hugeness never ceases to amaze me - He always seems to be speaking to me in themes. this one just happens to be a passage...i'm not sure exactly the meaning He's trying to get through to me.

i think i'm going to go fly a kite on the quad instead of starting this paper. it's not going to take me that long, anyway, and i slept a whole lot today = i can stay up late tonight.

;)

peace